HELLOOO EARTHLINGS!
ok im rather bored cause apparently i skipped school, AGAIN! haha i cant help it. its too tempting. i mean reasons not to go were overpowering the reasons to go!(ok well maybe there were'nt even reasons to go because well.. im sucha lazy ass.) ok ANYWAYS, i mean, we dont even do shit in school. so whats the point!!!!! plus the major thing keeping me away from school is having to wake at ungodly hours. haha, ok so.................... 2 weeks to O's right, and honestly? I HAVENT BEEN 'REALLY' STUDYING! and i know im pretty much screwed. ever having to wake up each morning worrying about something you have a choice to do but NOT doing? YA thats pretty much it, and the voice inside me is screaming, im sure if you stand next to me you can hear it too. and its killing me!!!
this sucks really. i think its better not to live that long. dont you? the more you live, the more you see, the more pain your feel. no doubt there will be happiness along the way, but it comes with a price tag, and i bet you that doesnt come cheap. plus with the universe getting so twisted, we're killing ourseleves. like how we're polluting our air by burning the damn trees. or like how we get so tied up in work we neglect the most important things in our life. and when we lose it, we blame everything and anything else, but ourseleves. there comes a time where we just need to literally sit back and relax you know? this world's running too fast where sooner or later, we're gonna hurt our own feet.
ok much talk. i think i need to be really acting out what i say. lets just hope i can.
geography? physics? bio? social studies? what? study? what is study?
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you ever look at a picture of yourself and see a stranger in the background? it makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you, how many moments of other peoples lives have we been in, we're we a part of someone's life when their dreams came true, or were we there when their dreams died. did we keep trying to get in, as if we were somehow destined to be there, or did the shot take us by surprise. just think, you could be a big part of someone else's life, and not even know it.
-good news for people who love bad news
time shows us that all that ever mattered leaves us in the cold. if you ever believe this is what you need it will spin around and shatter throw you to the floor.
yours truly
